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This always seems to happen to us. It’s like something about our molecules in close proximity melts hate into desire, and I just don’t get it. It makes no sense, but it feels good. And I hate that it does, because he’s such a raving jerk. The fans watched the real stuff happen… the looks and the touches and the parts between the sex. They saw something more. then what happened? taylor. she bugged me for like two weeks and she kept telling me i would love it, so i caved in. I mean, I’m normally not much of a fan when it comes to smut, and this is literally a romance where the two main characters create an OnlyFans together: That does not exactly sound like a match made in heaven for me, does it? But wow, did this surprise me! In a really really good way.

Not a lot seems to talk about the MFM and MF scenes in this book so let me. I find MFM/MF scene in gay books are disrespectful. Why would a gay man wants to read about pussies and tits. And yes, like me, bi/pan men exist. Some probably don’t mind, but it’s promoted as a gay book which is for the men loving men (MLM) audience. At the end of the day it was all about Kyran and Avi, both men, right? I’m not new to Nyla K, so I’m actually not surprised by this, so don’t come at me. I can’t help feeling disappointed. I’m kind of a weirdo, and I don’t want to have to change myself just to make friends. I’m a strong believer in it’ll happen if and when it happens. () There are zero discussions about safe sex. None. Which I find ludicrous because they were both sexually active with other women (who were highly active with om/ow). That brings me to the next issue. That ménage scene was so uncomfortably awkward and gross to read. It was clear that the one guy had no idea what he was doing with a woman, and the other one wasn’t even interested in her. She was simply a prop. I tend to choose projects based on their originality, meaning that I like for all my books to greatly vary from each other. That said, I am currently writing another MMF in the Alabaster Pen series. It is Book 2 following Distorted and it is a standalone, though I advise reading Distorted first to really get the gist of what's happening. This MMF, called Joyless, will be quite different from PUSH, but I think PUSH fans will really like it. It's dark and dirty and full of secrets and reveals.

Avi and Kyran are stepbrothers attending college. Both need money; Avi opens an Only Fans account and asks Kryan to participate. Both straight. Did I mention Kryan can't stand Avi? What could go wrong? The romance structure had everything I love: from angsty slow burn to the best smut, these two went through every phase of being enemies, friends and lovers. But mainly I enjoyed seeing how Kyran slowly started to be unable to hide, showing how much he wanted Avi even when his words cut like glass. There is nothing I love more than seeing the character who was mean to your baby falling first. And while I didn’t need a reason for Kyran to be like that at the beginning of the book–I was fine as long as he redeemed himself-, there is one. I adored Avi and Kyran so much. I loved Kyran and how he was so angry at the world and how he was very traumatized and just trying to deal with things, he was just a character that I could really relate to, and I adore reading about his character progression throughout the book, it was so lovely. And I really loved Avi as a character too, he was just such a well-crafted character and he as so understanding and good with Kyran, which I thought was wonderful. While the book is spicy, there is a phenomenal plot. To be honest, it's beautiful to read about their journey. It's not all hearts and rainbows. While it's not a dark romance, there are some dark undertones. These two, especially Kyran, have a special place in my heart and will forever live rent-free in my mind.

PD2: For those who know Spanish, they translated ‘to be’ like ‘estar’ instead of ‘ser’. The character meant to say ‘he’s not his boyfriend’ but instead they said ‘no está su novio’ when they thought the boy they were talking about was straight and single... The hurt-comfort trope was also really strong here, especially since one of the main characters has a deeply traumatic history, which I will not reveal, but it was devastating, and his character had so many layers. His trauma truly felt like it was part of him from beginning to end and it was just beautiful as well as heartbreaking. His character was truly so well developed, and it once again showed the depth this story was able to portray. I was so happy that he got someone who was there for him unconditionally. These two were honestly so dependant on each other and they truly became each other’s world. They were each other’s comfort and one remaining light in the darkness.

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Some of the plot twists and turns overrode character development – and that would be fine if it was a plot driven story, but it really wasn’t. The characters drove the plot and often made decisions that were incongruent with their growth and understanding.

They meet in high school but then fate puts them in the same college, still hating on each other. Until a family revelation leaves them reeling and desperate to make ends meet. And Avi decides to put his good looks and chemistry with his stepbrother to use on his OnlyFans. As always, I’m writing my review directly after finishing a book, and I confess I’m still a bit overwhelmed. Kyran is everything Avi is not: popular, with good grades, and a stellar football player who likes to be in control. There’s only one person he can’t deal with: Avi. For every jibe and hateful comment Kyran directs at Avi, he earns a smile, and when Avi decides to go to the same college Kyran goes to, Kyran decides to try and ignore his very existence as much as he can. Ya know what I miss about traditional publishing? Mean editors. Someone to tell authors “scrap these nonsensical storylines and tighten everything up.” Someone to say “please remove pop culture references (especially those that are more than 30 years old in book about teens born in 2004).”Boy, if other people worked as hard as you at denying themselves good things, we’d be living in a world without corndogs.” Kyran scoffed, giving me one of his looks while I stepped over to him slowly. “Are you a masochist or something? ‘Cause I’ll edge you…if that’s what you want.” Other than a few awkward encounters, the majority of the sex scenes in this book are written very well. They are hot hot smokin HOT, dirty talking on point!! The language and the innocent exploration is some of the best I’ve read.

Que livro foi esseeeeee? Acho que foi um dos melhores dessa autora 🙌 mais de 700 páginas, e valeu a pena cada hora que fiquei lendo For the fans!! After losing his dad over ten years ago, Avi knows his mom deserves to fall in love again. The only problem is that his new stepfather comes with a very annoying son who is determined to make Avi’s life hell. Avi doesn’t even get why Kyran hates him so much, when it’s clear he’s better in every sport and subject. But when things start to go wrong for Kyran’s dad and they decide to create videos for the fans to get the money they need, Avi’ll realize there is a lot more going on inside Kyran than what meets the eye. Maybe they could have been more than enemies all along…I have so many favorite scenes that I’d be writing this for hours if I tried to list them all and I just don’t feel like writing a long review right now but Kyran calling Avi pet names by accident, randomly kissing his jaw and just being completely smitten over him despite his deep denial made me swoon. I loved how devoted Avi was to Kyran, always there for him even when he was a grump all the time and I loved how he always knew what Kyran needed and gave it to him so freely. And the pet names! HGB, Superstar 😍. I also loved the tension between them at the start and how it led to some epic “thrown against the wall” make out sessions. My only issue with this was how easy it was for Kyran to forgive certain people. I understand why to some degree but I couldn’t get over some of the comments made especially during Christmas break. I am holding a major grudge. 🤬🖕I feel like an overprotective mama 😂 Because that's the thing about distraction… if the truth is powerful enough, it'll always manage to shove a hand up through the dirt." I'm not really sure what I expected from this, but it was my first foray into the world of monster romance and I think I just found a new favorite subgenre!